Monday, 30 December 2013

Love at one side

Yeah, I finally have to accept
That it was and it is at only one side
No matter how much I wait and long for it
It is not going to change
My LOVE, It will never change
It will always remain at one side

I had confessed it a long back
Before two years or more
And I had believed
I deserve to anticipate in return
The same thing which I give thou

But I was proved wrong
By the time or my fate or thou
I don't know whom to point at
Why to blame anybody else
For the thing I was made to learn
that there is always something or someone
Labeled as 'you can't have'

I never feel sympathy on myself
Neither I curse myself for the fall
Nor I am regretting thinking about the past
Instead I thank the Lord
And I greet myself
For having got an experience to go through

The pain and hurt I was given enough
Have made me strong, more to be like a stone
The insult that came running my behind
Has taken away all my shame
In turn making me bold
Killing my old soul at it's end
The journey of LOVE gave me a rebirth

Let it be the way it is, at one side
Let it keep flowing like a river
Which always flows in one direction
Towards it's destiny
And never expects anything to come back
My LOVE is also a river
It will keep flowing beyond the time and space

Wednesday, 11 December 2013

A Walk Without You

 I have been walking continuously
Since the moment you walked away from me
I walk alone all the time though
It feels like you are accompanying me
Without you, yet with your memories
You make me not to feel lonely

I keep walking irrespective of day and night
On the day time your shadow walks along
Sometimes leading me, some other time it just follows
At night your smile showers on me
Like the moonlight in the dark sky
Enlightening me all through the journey

I take a pause often and sit for rest
Even there you sit beside me
I try to recall the destinations
That I have crossed so far
But I can remember nothing
Except you standing in all those stations

Tell me, What is this walk for??
To search for myself
Yes, I have lost myself in your love
You have stolen all those I had owned
My life, my dreams, my soul and everything
In search of those I have been walking

Monday, 9 December 2013

God, I hate you

Oh God, why did you take him??
Forever far away from all of us
He wanted to laugh and cry still more
You don't give a chance at all
Injustice it is, never excusable

Why God? Why did you choose him??
Among the millions on this Earth
Why him...??
What was the sin he committed??
To make you end his journey
In the very beginning itself

I hate you, for the thing you did
You are meant for kindness
But you turned out to be cruel
Never deserved he such a painful death
Yet he was made to
Hate you God, I really hate you

Sunday, 1 December 2013

I want to forget MYSELF

I was sure that I had succeeded
In burrying them completely
But, I realized the truth later
When after a few days they woke up from the grave
And started running slowly
On the streets of my heart

They do not simply run
They hit me, kick me hard
They make me stop on my journey and look back
Once a while into the past
Making me feel empty
They keep on coming in plenty

I got to know, I can never kill them
They rise from the ashes again
Because MEMORIES they are
Meant to be immortal in one's heart

I tried a lot and finally I gave up
I have stopped trying to push them away
Rather I want to forget myself
I want to forget how I laughed and how I cried
How I walked on till yesterday
Yes, Let me forget myself